Author: Amanda Jane

Amanda Jane is a 30-year-old writer, social media lover and pop-culture obsessed adult*. While she isn't working on her novel, she enjoys watching television shows, wondering about the YouTube business model for vloggers, movies and reading any books she can get her hands on. She might be made up of 20% coffee and 80% sarcasm. *An adult when her parents are looking.

I don’t know if this helps, but I was in your position and I found that when I started eating well and exercising and focused on doing it for my mind and to clear my head rather than weight loss, the extra pounds melted away without me noticing. I’ve found if you keep thinking about how much you need to lose, you’ll always need to lose it if that makes sense. Good luck!

Thank you for the advice! I’m beginning to think that’s how I should see it too. Starting is the hardest part. Just need to get a better mindset and take that first step. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’m not happy with my body. I’ve gained most of what I lost two years ago. I know I can do better. I need to get healthier. I want to be healthier. I need a plan of action. Something needs to change. Soon. 

 I am leaving these thoughts here so I can get them to leave my brain and then I can do better. I don’t need sympathy or people giving me side-eyes. I just needed to yell into the void.